*sigh*

Sorry guys, I know I haven't posted in awhile. I was trying to find another way to blog. I'm too lazy to make a layout for this, so I was going to attempt one else where. I got bored and came back here.

I know I haven't posted in like forever, so I'll try to get up to date.

Puerto Rico was awesome! So many once in a life time experiences. My top 3 favorite things were Bio Bay, the Rain forest, and the food... Come on.. you guys know me well enough to know I love food by now :)

The whole experience was wonderful. I'd love to go back sometime. I want to take my mother there to see the place. She'd love Bio Bay.


Ever since I got off the plane, and got back to Mass, I've had this awful cold. It's going on 3 weeks of this thing, and I've given it to everyone who's been around me, so stay away. I really just wanna feel better, but I don't know when it will happen.

Ehh

Well it's been a long few days. I can't stand this depression I'm dealing with. I keep trying to have fun, but nothing seems to keep me happy pertinently. I'm just not happy with myself

I feel like I have so many problems and issues, that trying to go and work on them is just impossible. Not to mention overwhelming, and annoying.

Right now I'm trying to focus on my trip. There's really nothing else super exciting going on in my life. I went to get my photo ID today. I need that to get on the plane.

Tomorrow I'm going flip-flop shopping, and possibly looking for some 'beach' cloths. I may want another bathing suite since I'm probably going to be in water everyday, and I only have three =P

As soon as I know what tours and such we are planning on doing, I get to calculate my spending money. Which, of course, if you know me at all, is the most important part of the trip! Shopping!

Right now I should really get to bed. I'm tired, and I have been sleeping way to much lately. It's part of the depression. I have no will to get up, because there's not happy about being awake.. at least in my dreams I'm semi-happy =P