I was soo sad when I got home to find out Fringe wasn't new tonight. I want to know so bad what happened to Olivia, and how everything else fits in to the pattern. I know St Clair's has something funky going on in it.
--- Warning Spoiler ---
For those that watch the show, remember in the episode "the equation" when Walter is put back into St Clair's, he see's himself on his bed, and has a conversation. Now, he was perfectly sane.. or as sane as Walter gets, and that happened.
That place really messed him up, both times. Whether it was because they weren't medicating him right, or what, but it was funky. I think with this show, they wouldn't have shown that unless there was a logical reason behind it.
I'm also excited to find out what happens between Olivia and Peter. I sense a little connection, and while I'd love for Peter to be mine, I don't think that's a realistic request, so I'm routing for Peter and Olivia. I think they are cute together.
Anyway, I'm mad. I have no idea when the new episode will be on, and I can't stand waiting for stuff like this. There's nothing worse than ending with some huge plot point. It's like.. WTH.
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Tuesday, December 9
Wednesday, December 3
Bordom
It seems bordom always gets the best of me. I hate not working. I don't know what to do with myself. Typically I end up sleeping all day. Today I woke up at 10, then went back to sleep at 12.. and got up at 330. I'm sick of sleeping all day. It's not good for me.
I finally got my mother to watch Fringe with me, and she liked it, as I knew she would. You can't not like Fringe. It's one of the best shows I've seen in a long time. I just hope they don't ruin it somehow.
Since my brain jumps all over the place, I'm going to label every few paragraphs.. you'll see what I mean as I continue.
(Rock of Love Charm School)
I was catching up with Rock of Love Charm school today, and I must say, if someone murdered Lacy in a horrible horrible way.. I'm talking 'Saw' trap horrible... you know, like the ones you can't get out of? I would give them a hug, and shake their hand.
I've seen plenty of evil people out there, but Lacy is by far the worse. I honestly think they keep her on the show for good reviews.. not that ANYONE likes her. I'm routing for Heather. She's my favorite. Her or Destiny should win. If Lacy is in the top five, someone's going to get hurt. I hate that women with everything I have. I really wish someone would beat the crap out of her already.
(Shows in General)
Has anyone noticed that when they deside to play repeats, it's always the same episodes they repeat? Like in Degrassi.. I watch the show for a good year before I saw the one more important, dramatic episode. I kept wanting to see it, but it was never on.. Like, what are they thinking? Let's play this filler episode over and over.. and play the episode where a main charicter gets shot once or twice... Does that actually make sense to anyone?
How about the fact that I'vebeen watching repeats / new episodes of CSI for three seasons now.. I use to watch it everyday on Spike.. I'd like to know why I still haven't seen the episode where Nick gets barried alive! I've even tried getting it online.
I guess now is a good time to explain what brings on this rant about repeats. One of my favorite shows is Cold Case. It's another criminal drama. Unfortunetly, the show is on Sunday nights, and I'm usually busy all weekend. I don't really get to see new episodes, and since the show is on it's third season I believe, they don't show repeats that often. I've seen maybe 10 episodes of this show, 15 tops. I'd like to know why out of three seasons, it's the 10-15 episodes I have seen that are always on. I'm not even talking prime time either.. I'm talking 1am..
I'm getting very annoyed with this. At least I still see new episodes (new to me anyway) of CSI NY. It's the one show who's repeats aren't always the same. Although I've seen the same 'girl dead in a martini glass on a billboard' episode a few times.. But I'll catagorize that as a 'connected / series' episode. I guess now I have to describe what that means.
(Connected / Series Episodes)
This is a term I completely made up. You know on a show, when a side story takes place? Like on CSI, Say 5 murders in 5 episodes are all connected.. and they played in order... I would call that a series of episodes. Like the miniture killer in CSI. There were like, 10 episodes about the minitures. They were completely in order, there were some episodes inbetween, but you had to see all the miniture killer episodes to understand the story.
In CSI NY, for those that don't know, there was a 333 series. I call it the 333 series because it all started with Mac receiving a call at 3:33 am, from a number 333. It continued for awhile, and there were clues and such.. I don't want to spoil the surprize, so I won't give out any more details, but Mac called him the 333 caller. It too, spaned about 10 episodes.
Little series inside a show are what I call series / connected episodes.. sometimes only 2 episodes are connected.. those aren't really a series.. more of a simple connection. But you get what I mean.
(Devil = Hannah)
Maybe it's only criminal dramas that do that, because cases are sometimes linked. One of my favorite linked episodes was normal CSI.. a little girl named Hannah was a genius.. She was like, 8, and threw all the CSIs for a loop. Her brother had confessed to murder.. and she was a witness.. she got on the stand and said "I killed her, and this is what I wore" and she had a bloody t-shirt on. The CSIs went nuts.. and the brother got off.. turns out, he really did it.
She reappears a few seasons later.. when her brother's girlfriend 'jumps' out a window and falls to her death. Turns out she was guilty this time, but they don't have the evidance to prove it..
It is a very insane story line. The little girl reminds me of Lacy from Rock of Love. They are both down right evil. No good ever comes from them, and they have no emotions. They don't care about anyone but themselves..
I think that's all for tonight. I'll go on another rant tomorrow.. I promice.
I finally got my mother to watch Fringe with me, and she liked it, as I knew she would. You can't not like Fringe. It's one of the best shows I've seen in a long time. I just hope they don't ruin it somehow.
Since my brain jumps all over the place, I'm going to label every few paragraphs.. you'll see what I mean as I continue.
(Rock of Love Charm School)
I was catching up with Rock of Love Charm school today, and I must say, if someone murdered Lacy in a horrible horrible way.. I'm talking 'Saw' trap horrible... you know, like the ones you can't get out of? I would give them a hug, and shake their hand.
I've seen plenty of evil people out there, but Lacy is by far the worse. I honestly think they keep her on the show for good reviews.. not that ANYONE likes her. I'm routing for Heather. She's my favorite. Her or Destiny should win. If Lacy is in the top five, someone's going to get hurt. I hate that women with everything I have. I really wish someone would beat the crap out of her already.
(Shows in General)
Has anyone noticed that when they deside to play repeats, it's always the same episodes they repeat? Like in Degrassi.. I watch the show for a good year before I saw the one more important, dramatic episode. I kept wanting to see it, but it was never on.. Like, what are they thinking? Let's play this filler episode over and over.. and play the episode where a main charicter gets shot once or twice... Does that actually make sense to anyone?
How about the fact that I'vebeen watching repeats / new episodes of CSI for three seasons now.. I use to watch it everyday on Spike.. I'd like to know why I still haven't seen the episode where Nick gets barried alive! I've even tried getting it online.
I guess now is a good time to explain what brings on this rant about repeats. One of my favorite shows is Cold Case. It's another criminal drama. Unfortunetly, the show is on Sunday nights, and I'm usually busy all weekend. I don't really get to see new episodes, and since the show is on it's third season I believe, they don't show repeats that often. I've seen maybe 10 episodes of this show, 15 tops. I'd like to know why out of three seasons, it's the 10-15 episodes I have seen that are always on. I'm not even talking prime time either.. I'm talking 1am..
I'm getting very annoyed with this. At least I still see new episodes (new to me anyway) of CSI NY. It's the one show who's repeats aren't always the same. Although I've seen the same 'girl dead in a martini glass on a billboard' episode a few times.. But I'll catagorize that as a 'connected / series' episode. I guess now I have to describe what that means.
(Connected / Series Episodes)
This is a term I completely made up. You know on a show, when a side story takes place? Like on CSI, Say 5 murders in 5 episodes are all connected.. and they played in order... I would call that a series of episodes. Like the miniture killer in CSI. There were like, 10 episodes about the minitures. They were completely in order, there were some episodes inbetween, but you had to see all the miniture killer episodes to understand the story.
In CSI NY, for those that don't know, there was a 333 series. I call it the 333 series because it all started with Mac receiving a call at 3:33 am, from a number 333. It continued for awhile, and there were clues and such.. I don't want to spoil the surprize, so I won't give out any more details, but Mac called him the 333 caller. It too, spaned about 10 episodes.
Little series inside a show are what I call series / connected episodes.. sometimes only 2 episodes are connected.. those aren't really a series.. more of a simple connection. But you get what I mean.
(Devil = Hannah)
Maybe it's only criminal dramas that do that, because cases are sometimes linked. One of my favorite linked episodes was normal CSI.. a little girl named Hannah was a genius.. She was like, 8, and threw all the CSIs for a loop. Her brother had confessed to murder.. and she was a witness.. she got on the stand and said "I killed her, and this is what I wore" and she had a bloody t-shirt on. The CSIs went nuts.. and the brother got off.. turns out, he really did it.
She reappears a few seasons later.. when her brother's girlfriend 'jumps' out a window and falls to her death. Turns out she was guilty this time, but they don't have the evidance to prove it..
It is a very insane story line. The little girl reminds me of Lacy from Rock of Love. They are both down right evil. No good ever comes from them, and they have no emotions. They don't care about anyone but themselves..
I think that's all for tonight. I'll go on another rant tomorrow.. I promice.
Tuesday, December 2
*sigh*
Well I just got home from the meeting. It's been a crazy day. When I say crazy I mean I don't remember much of it. This cold I have is having a strange effect on me. It's like I feel like I've been high or buzzed ever since I got it. I'm doing things, but not really realizing what I'm doing. I'm having conversations but not really remembering a word that was said.
Today, I remember waking up really late.. the next thing I remember was watching CSI NY. I remember eating little italian meat wrap things.. I remember apple cider.. and I remember the episode about the spirder.. I spent 3+ hours watching TV.. but that's all I got.. until the last hour. I remember that episode and I remember eating pizza and drinking root beer. That's about all.
I had a pounding headache and I took something for it. Went to the meeting, which was interesting. It seemed to just fly by. Either that, or once again, I don't remember much. I seem to be losing time in my memory. I don't know what time it is most of the time. My consept of time is jacked lately.
I've also found that I'm very tired. I always want to sleep. I have no energy. That's been going on for almost a month. I can't stand it. I want to have fun and be wild, but my body is too tired. There's no reason for this. It's not like I work, or get up early. I sleep all day.. I don't see why I'm always so tired.
On top of all that, I missed Fringe. I should have had time, but my mom had to drop something off at my uncle's house. That put me back 30 mins. I missed half. Now, I don't know if you guys have ever actually watched the show, but even seeing the whole thing, you get lost sometimes. Never mind coming in half way. Every second of that show is super important. There's always some huge thing to figure out. You can't miss half the show then start watching.
Now I can't wait for them to put it on Hulu. I'm so impatient at this point. That and I know a new episode of House will be put up soon. The wait is killing me. It's like those days way back when, when I missed the new episode of avatar. I would sit at my comp all day, refreshing, hoping someone put it up.
I don't even know what tonight's episode was about, but I know it will be insane because they always are. Insane and super interesting. I just want to see what's going to happen next lol.
For those of you who have never seen Fringe, It's not too late to start watching. I've added a link to the episodes under my links. Feel free to check it out.
** You have to Start with episode 1 **
I can't stand these braces. I'm kinda hungry right now, but I don't want to eat because I don't feel like brushing my teeth again, and if I eat, I'll have to. I'm so sick of brushing after every single meal. I just want to eat in peace. I want to not have to worry about whats all in my braces. What I'd give to eat a burger pain free, and not worry about what I look like as I eat it.
Two years.. Two more years I have to deal with these things in my mouth. The idea of being 20 when they get taken off is heart breaking. I want to be normal.. nothing about having braces at 20 is normal. I know plenty of people have done it, or had them older.. and I know this sounds selfish.. but I really don't care.
I could have had then when I was 14, like everyone else.. but my stupid father decided to leave my mom, and we were poor. So the topic is sensitive. I'm so sick of people saying 'oh it could be worse' tell me one way my father leaving us, making it so I had to wait this long to have these things, could possibly be worse? There's isn't one. And if you do happen to think of one, good for you. I don't give a crap.
I'm going to bed now that I've made myself angry. Goodnight
Today, I remember waking up really late.. the next thing I remember was watching CSI NY. I remember eating little italian meat wrap things.. I remember apple cider.. and I remember the episode about the spirder.. I spent 3+ hours watching TV.. but that's all I got.. until the last hour. I remember that episode and I remember eating pizza and drinking root beer. That's about all.
I had a pounding headache and I took something for it. Went to the meeting, which was interesting. It seemed to just fly by. Either that, or once again, I don't remember much. I seem to be losing time in my memory. I don't know what time it is most of the time. My consept of time is jacked lately.
I've also found that I'm very tired. I always want to sleep. I have no energy. That's been going on for almost a month. I can't stand it. I want to have fun and be wild, but my body is too tired. There's no reason for this. It's not like I work, or get up early. I sleep all day.. I don't see why I'm always so tired.
On top of all that, I missed Fringe. I should have had time, but my mom had to drop something off at my uncle's house. That put me back 30 mins. I missed half. Now, I don't know if you guys have ever actually watched the show, but even seeing the whole thing, you get lost sometimes. Never mind coming in half way. Every second of that show is super important. There's always some huge thing to figure out. You can't miss half the show then start watching.
Now I can't wait for them to put it on Hulu. I'm so impatient at this point. That and I know a new episode of House will be put up soon. The wait is killing me. It's like those days way back when, when I missed the new episode of avatar. I would sit at my comp all day, refreshing, hoping someone put it up.
I don't even know what tonight's episode was about, but I know it will be insane because they always are. Insane and super interesting. I just want to see what's going to happen next lol.
For those of you who have never seen Fringe, It's not too late to start watching. I've added a link to the episodes under my links. Feel free to check it out.
** You have to Start with episode 1 **
I can't stand these braces. I'm kinda hungry right now, but I don't want to eat because I don't feel like brushing my teeth again, and if I eat, I'll have to. I'm so sick of brushing after every single meal. I just want to eat in peace. I want to not have to worry about whats all in my braces. What I'd give to eat a burger pain free, and not worry about what I look like as I eat it.
Two years.. Two more years I have to deal with these things in my mouth. The idea of being 20 when they get taken off is heart breaking. I want to be normal.. nothing about having braces at 20 is normal. I know plenty of people have done it, or had them older.. and I know this sounds selfish.. but I really don't care.
I could have had then when I was 14, like everyone else.. but my stupid father decided to leave my mom, and we were poor. So the topic is sensitive. I'm so sick of people saying 'oh it could be worse' tell me one way my father leaving us, making it so I had to wait this long to have these things, could possibly be worse? There's isn't one. And if you do happen to think of one, good for you. I don't give a crap.
I'm going to bed now that I've made myself angry. Goodnight
Monday, December 1
Being Sick Sucks
There's nothing I hate more than being sick, and this cold I have couldn't have come at a worse time. I just got my braces on, so eating wasn't the easiest thing in the world for me. The first two days were pure torture. On top of that, I had just lot my job, which is a long, dramatic story. Maybe if I get really bored I'll tell everyone, that is, if anyone actually wants to hear it. I think I got away from the topic.. right.. my cold.. this cold is horrific. I can't hear out of my ears, I can't breathe through my nose, my eyes are all red, and I have a really bad cold soar.
For some reason, I am all messed up as far as what day it is. I woke up this morning thinking it was Wednesday, saying, 'where is dan, he doesn't have to be at work for another hour, mom said he was working to 7 on Wednesday which means he had to go in 2 hours later' and literally 10 minutes later I remember thinking 'omg its Tuesday and I haven't studied for the meeting tonight!' and it wasn't like I realized it wasn't Wednesday. They were both paniced reactings, and true. I honestly thought it was those days, and didn't realized that I did it twice in a short period of time with two different days until Treysa knocked on my door for our bible study. Then I remembered it was Monday, and realized that it wasn't Wednesday, or Tuesday lol.
We didn't even have our study. We were both sick, so we sat there chatting about people and events. We talked about the family dinner. She's not really family, but she's one of the 'adopted' family members I mentioned in an earlier post. You see.. my cousin Crystal is her best friend and they lived together for a time. Treysa was also my baby sitter until I didn't need one anymore. I consider her the big sister I never had.
After that, I went upstairs to check my phone and that's when I realized the whole driver's ed thing. Yes I do realize I am skipping around like a mad woman. I figured if I'm going to post about my day, I might as well include my 'big sister'. It's only fair, don't you think?
What ended up happening with that, was he called me, left me a message saying that he was at my house, and that I hadn't called to cancel. He also said he was going to wait a few more minutes, then leave.. I didn't get the phone, and he left a few minutes later. We haven't called to reschedule, but I'm totally going to have my mother do it.
Speaking of my mother, she wasn't happy with the situation, as I knew she wouldn't be. We got into a tiny fight, and by tiny, I mean loud talking.. then it was over. She realized it was both of our faults. She had forgotten about the money, I and totally forgot to remind her. So we went to walmart and got dinner, and snakes.
I got this Pumpkin Cheesecake and it's heavenly. It's like pumpkin pie, with a hint of cheesecake to it. It's soo good. It's also mushy and I don't have to chew it. That's always a plus when your gums hurt.
I spent a lot of time thinking today. Thinking about my flaws, and things I need to work on. I've realized that my biggest problem is my obbsessive / addictive personality. Once I start something, I tend to get addicted, and stopping isn't even thought of. Look at me with Avatar. The mear thought of the show gets me all excited, then depressed that it ended. I mean, I was in love with a charicter... not even an actor.. just a drawn image. I always told myself that it was good. It meant I wasn't shallow, and that I went by personality, but that's something I've known for a long time.
Sometimes my addictions are harmless. There's nothing wrong with watching House, and nothing wrong with keeping up with CSI. Those addictions aren't as strong, and they aren't a dangor. My Avatar addiction, now that.. if the show continued.. it would have eaten me up. It was already to the point where every night there was some form of bending in my dreams.. and when I took a shower.. I would try to bend the water. Luckly for me, my obbsession never made me punch a rock. I guess inside I always knew the water wasn't going to move, and when I punched towards fire, it wouldn't move either.. but I had to try.
Avatar was always important to me. I use to dream that it was real. That there was some paralelle univers that only benders could accsess.. and that someday, I'd be found by them.. and that I'd be the Avatar of this universe.. Yeah I know.. I'm insane, and crazy.. and I belong in a mental instetution.. but to be honest.. I tried that, and I didn't belong there. Even the other patients knew that =P but that's really a story for another day.
Anyway, my point, is that today in walmart.. I walked by the book section. I saw the Twilight book. Now I saw that movie less than a week ago, and it's all I've been thinking about. I don't know if it's me, or the fact that everywhere I look there's something about Twilight, but I can feel that the obbsession is there. I know I will fall in love with Edward, just like I knew I'd fall for Zuko. I'm trying so hard not to give in. I could have gotten that book. I know my mom never says no to me reading.. but let's say I got it. What would happen?
I'll tell you what. I wouldn't do anything but read. I'd read the whole thing in one day. That's no exaderation. I read all of "Thirteen Reasons Why" the day I got it. Once I get into a story, there's no turing back. I know if I read those books, I'll be gone, into that world. Another imaginary world.. that there's no hope I'll ever get to be part of.
I guess my point is, I don't really know where to go from here. I know my problem is there, but there is such a draw.. I want to read them so bad.. I WANT to get closer to Edward.. and I want him to be real..
Maybe my draw to these fictional charicters has something to do with the fact that they'll never turn me down. They aren't real, and they don't know me. Even if they pick another girl, I can argue and justify it in my head 'well I wasn't an option'. That's what I said when Zuko and Mai ended up together.
For some reason, I am all messed up as far as what day it is. I woke up this morning thinking it was Wednesday, saying, 'where is dan, he doesn't have to be at work for another hour, mom said he was working to 7 on Wednesday which means he had to go in 2 hours later' and literally 10 minutes later I remember thinking 'omg its Tuesday and I haven't studied for the meeting tonight!' and it wasn't like I realized it wasn't Wednesday. They were both paniced reactings, and true. I honestly thought it was those days, and didn't realized that I did it twice in a short period of time with two different days until Treysa knocked on my door for our bible study. Then I remembered it was Monday, and realized that it wasn't Wednesday, or Tuesday lol.
We didn't even have our study. We were both sick, so we sat there chatting about people and events. We talked about the family dinner. She's not really family, but she's one of the 'adopted' family members I mentioned in an earlier post. You see.. my cousin Crystal is her best friend and they lived together for a time. Treysa was also my baby sitter until I didn't need one anymore. I consider her the big sister I never had.
After that, I went upstairs to check my phone and that's when I realized the whole driver's ed thing. Yes I do realize I am skipping around like a mad woman. I figured if I'm going to post about my day, I might as well include my 'big sister'. It's only fair, don't you think?
What ended up happening with that, was he called me, left me a message saying that he was at my house, and that I hadn't called to cancel. He also said he was going to wait a few more minutes, then leave.. I didn't get the phone, and he left a few minutes later. We haven't called to reschedule, but I'm totally going to have my mother do it.
Speaking of my mother, she wasn't happy with the situation, as I knew she wouldn't be. We got into a tiny fight, and by tiny, I mean loud talking.. then it was over. She realized it was both of our faults. She had forgotten about the money, I and totally forgot to remind her. So we went to walmart and got dinner, and snakes.
I got this Pumpkin Cheesecake and it's heavenly. It's like pumpkin pie, with a hint of cheesecake to it. It's soo good. It's also mushy and I don't have to chew it. That's always a plus when your gums hurt.
I spent a lot of time thinking today. Thinking about my flaws, and things I need to work on. I've realized that my biggest problem is my obbsessive / addictive personality. Once I start something, I tend to get addicted, and stopping isn't even thought of. Look at me with Avatar. The mear thought of the show gets me all excited, then depressed that it ended. I mean, I was in love with a charicter... not even an actor.. just a drawn image. I always told myself that it was good. It meant I wasn't shallow, and that I went by personality, but that's something I've known for a long time.
Sometimes my addictions are harmless. There's nothing wrong with watching House, and nothing wrong with keeping up with CSI. Those addictions aren't as strong, and they aren't a dangor. My Avatar addiction, now that.. if the show continued.. it would have eaten me up. It was already to the point where every night there was some form of bending in my dreams.. and when I took a shower.. I would try to bend the water. Luckly for me, my obbsession never made me punch a rock. I guess inside I always knew the water wasn't going to move, and when I punched towards fire, it wouldn't move either.. but I had to try.
Avatar was always important to me. I use to dream that it was real. That there was some paralelle univers that only benders could accsess.. and that someday, I'd be found by them.. and that I'd be the Avatar of this universe.. Yeah I know.. I'm insane, and crazy.. and I belong in a mental instetution.. but to be honest.. I tried that, and I didn't belong there. Even the other patients knew that =P but that's really a story for another day.
Anyway, my point, is that today in walmart.. I walked by the book section. I saw the Twilight book. Now I saw that movie less than a week ago, and it's all I've been thinking about. I don't know if it's me, or the fact that everywhere I look there's something about Twilight, but I can feel that the obbsession is there. I know I will fall in love with Edward, just like I knew I'd fall for Zuko. I'm trying so hard not to give in. I could have gotten that book. I know my mom never says no to me reading.. but let's say I got it. What would happen?
I'll tell you what. I wouldn't do anything but read. I'd read the whole thing in one day. That's no exaderation. I read all of "Thirteen Reasons Why" the day I got it. Once I get into a story, there's no turing back. I know if I read those books, I'll be gone, into that world. Another imaginary world.. that there's no hope I'll ever get to be part of.
I guess my point is, I don't really know where to go from here. I know my problem is there, but there is such a draw.. I want to read them so bad.. I WANT to get closer to Edward.. and I want him to be real..
Maybe my draw to these fictional charicters has something to do with the fact that they'll never turn me down. They aren't real, and they don't know me. Even if they pick another girl, I can argue and justify it in my head 'well I wasn't an option'. That's what I said when Zuko and Mai ended up together.
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