Ehh

Well it's been a long few days. I can't stand this depression I'm dealing with. I keep trying to have fun, but nothing seems to keep me happy pertinently. I'm just not happy with myself

I feel like I have so many problems and issues, that trying to go and work on them is just impossible. Not to mention overwhelming, and annoying.

Right now I'm trying to focus on my trip. There's really nothing else super exciting going on in my life. I went to get my photo ID today. I need that to get on the plane.

Tomorrow I'm going flip-flop shopping, and possibly looking for some 'beach' cloths. I may want another bathing suite since I'm probably going to be in water everyday, and I only have three =P

As soon as I know what tours and such we are planning on doing, I get to calculate my spending money. Which, of course, if you know me at all, is the most important part of the trip! Shopping!

Right now I should really get to bed. I'm tired, and I have been sleeping way to much lately. It's part of the depression. I have no will to get up, because there's not happy about being awake.. at least in my dreams I'm semi-happy =P